Some pain fades.
This kind sticks
There was an opportunity.
One of those opportunities.
The kind that wakes you up at 3am wondering, What if I had just said yes?
I didn’t.
This kind sticks.
I hesitated.
I doubted.
I told myself I wasn’t ready.
And then I watched someone else step into it.
They didn’t have more time.
They didn’t have more clarity.
They just had the courage to face the storm.
And they grew.
Me?
I stayed stuck in the fog that follows the moment you abandon yourself.
I couldn’t stop thinking about it.
That’s what Cow Gear does.
You run from discomfort.
You avoid the storm.
But like cows on the plains, you end up stuck in the storm far longer than you need to be.
Buffalo are different.
They run straight into the storm.
And they get through it.
That’s what I teach.
How to move toward what hurts—with clarity, self-respect, and fierce love.
How to live in alignment with the you that knows.
How to stop circling your pain and start healing it.
Because missing the opportunity is hard.
But knowing you didn’t even try?
That’s the kind of pain that stays.
And it stays not because you’re broken—
but because an unexpressed part of you is asking to be seen.
Your discomfort isn’t a flaw.
It’s the signal of something powerful and sacred that’s trying to come through.
And that’s why the ache doesn’t go away. It’s not just pain—it’s purpose, waiting for permission.
Rumi said:
A great King has sent you to a great land to do one great thing.
You may do a hundred other things… but if you do not do the one thing you were sent to do, it is as if you’ve done nothing at all.
The King is the Divine.
The land is this Earth.
And the one great thing?
Is the discovery and delivery of your soul.
Maybe that’s why the fear feels so loud.
Because what’s inside you is that important.
Is there something you’ve been circling instead of facing?
What’s the one thing your soul keeps whispering—but fear keeps delaying?
Maybe everything you want lives on the other side of what you’re avoiding.
And the only way out… is through.
If you’re ready to move through your storm—start here:
Join the Love Clarity Inner Circle →
Where we don’t just face the storm—we become who we were born to be because of it.